nevermind

..Five glasses changed my mind. Seems like the ticking hands are taking their time.. I guess I've been at home for longer than it takes to unwind, so slap me if I step out of line...
 
..Now in smaller spaces, careless lust intoxicated; away from prying eyes and rabid smiles and everything's shattering. My invitation was involuntary dilation, and now I can't recall your name...

..I think we've met before: it was last christmas on our parent's accord. You where the young girl in the costume that was hard to ignore, and I was feeling hopelessly bored...
 
..Now you're conversations -scholarships and occupations- you look so different than before, when - never mind, anyway...

..This reckless violation, tarnishing my reputation, has left me nothing kind to say...